What if this is your last day on earth ?

I know I wake up and realize this is the last time I will wake up and become instantly fully awake, I Know, No tomorrow, Kaput.  I guess I start by panicking:  all these things I've wanted to do and have not accomplished, the things I should have said to cherished ones;  so many interesting or incredible wishes of special things I saw or wanted to do in "the future" , I have had so many pojects, ideas about and have not realized;  then I think there were so much I could have learned or known or met significant and interesting people and I didn't...

So after waking up there this ½ hour panic time, I decide if this my last day alive, I might as well enjoy it to the max and only see (that is if I feel like) people I love, no obligations....

I must say goodbye to my boyfriend and my very very dependent cat;  make some sort of will.... And if I feel like painting, listening to some cool music whilst doing it, I will; If I feel like going on a pick-nick, I'll do (I have almost never been);  I'll definitely want to be surrounded by flowers and maybe birds too.  Definitely no nap for me today neither self-recriminations;  if I feel like going out, maybe to a dump or a really fancy place to have a drink and people watch, I'll do.

And, also, supper will be the ultimate;  it will be super special, everything I love to eat a five courses meal (or why not a seven ?) with champagne and very superior wine and digestive liquor;  the very best meal in my whole life...  (don't they give the right to choose your last meal to prisonners about to be executed  ? (food for thought.... !!!))

And the evening, I'm not even planinng ahead; whatever takes my fancy and I have a feeling it would be probably flamboyant and will last till I'm dead....